Feeling Ugh...

I feel sad today - relationship strained - maybe it's the pressure from family, from friends, from acquaintances asking "When's the big day?" and indirectly I'm the one adding pressure on my relationship. *Sigh* I know I shouldn't let things get to me, but these few days, I've been feeling moody, easily irritable and edgy... Work perhaps, family perhaps, the weather perhaps - a lot of perhaps, a lot of maybes. Maybe I accidentally had some of Joel's Telfast which apparently gives you the feeling of depression...

My cousin said it seems to run in the family with the BGR relationship strains. I hope not, but at the moment, it proves true. I know some of you guys had high hopes for us and were waiting to attend the big event... but there's a lot of issues we probably have to work out with ourselves first... as a lot of couples do in time when they have little tiffs... and if we don't work out, don't be surprised I guess.

This will probably be my weirdest post entry, and quite personal. And perhaps it's better not to ask more than what I've just said...

I'm on the negatives at the moment... but the positives will come. Every morning will be a brand new day and another experience to embrace...