In Contemplation

So... since not getting an offer package from Melb Uni yet, I'm contemplating on taking the offer at Macq Uni. I have to respond to Macq Uni by Jan 10. Maybe Melb Uni knows my heart wasn't fully into it? I guess I was always kinda leaning more towards Macq Uni (at the initial stage). If I do choose Macq Uni, I guess I'd be risking quite a lot of things. Long-dist relationship... Which I'm praying more and more about each day. And am sure if we're meant to be together, we'll be in it for the long haul. Despite the many ups and downs of the years, I do hope this one will end happy and not fall into one of those statistical categories of of long-distance couples not working out. Just knowing that nothing is impossible without God is encouraging. And I'm sure He'd look after us and sustain it if it's meant to be. For now, I'll wait till end of next week and if there's no offer from Melb, I'd prob go with Macq.

The other concerning factor if I take the offer at Macq - finances! Finances are pretty tight at the moment and will be, because I won't be able to work as much next year with the study load I've got (will prob only be able to work at least one day of the week - and on the weekend). Trying to see if I can get Centrelink. Will prob go to the office Mon morn and apply...